Covetous Onerous

The chasm grows as the furnace of delusive pages burn
Such paltry dependencies akin to a wretched humanity
Oh lustful sword cut this flesh in two
Strike the vanity of the sacrament of marriage

Consummated in sacred chambers
As congregations intrude where unwelcomed
How foolish to deem mere penetration a gift from God

Devastating dawn--goddess
Entered hand in hand
With another man
Silent trepidation
So timid
Covetous onerous
The burdens of envious eyes desolate those who see

Into the night somber dreams interweave moral discord
The somber heart--the discontent
From the mouth of sightless seers all truth degenerates
And death will ring inside my heart as Christians propagate
I hear their call--the harvest song
Yet in the fields of light I'll reap damnation

Leaving this faith I pass
The bridge crossing blood-- I know I'll not return
I hear the angels' trumpets sounding
Now dawn the blackest sun--the blackest son

White veils, sexual ecstasy
Sacred vows, broken vows
Fornicate, desecrate
Covetous onerous

Falling from the Father the steadfast will resigns
Let he who succumbs to the wills of temptation descend
Shall not men undo what was destined by God? By the Emmanuel?

In this malaise the solace of man decays
The rejection of hope, the rejection of peace, the rejection of life
From hedonistic principle thy suicidal will be done
Covetous disastrous

He who burns with desire
Rots with jealousy

Pursue the death of Mennonite men
Ravage and degrade Mennonite women
Defile, semen, depravity, misogynistic hate
Rip the clothes of the betrothed and violate through tongue
Ejaculation, forced masturbation
Curses drip from vaginal lips
Perform ungodly acts. Perform degrading acts. Soil the marital bed
Helpless is she who cries at the tip of sword and prick
For she will taste not the will of the Father but the semen of man

Absconding, cowering with burden
To be struck while crawling away…SHAME
As all gathered, as all watched
With pale face and eyes of stone
She witnesses the death of my love of Christ

To behead these Christian men--your God is…DEAD
In this black heart I know my God is…DEAD