Sunset

Cause I've been waiting on a sunset
Shadows over head
And by this time tomorrow
I'll still be in my bed
And I don't like myself
Just like anybody else
I know how much you hate me
You wish that I was dead
And I can't live my life pretending
That I never loved you now so don't shut me down
And your stare feels so condescending
Will I make it out somehow or will I fade when the sunlight drowns?

The air's cold where'd you go?
Cause now I'm feeling all alone
And I'm so disposable
I'm finally losing all control
And I
Tell me why?
You won't leave my mind
Am I fine?
And now its just a bad dream
Feeling dead
Tell me how I'll go to bed
I can't keep my demons out
They're keeping me locked down instead
And I
Just need some time
So I can clear my mind
Cause you won't leave mine
Untouched

You're so cynical
I could see it all on your face
And I kept looking away, at all the time that I'll waste
It should be criminal
The way I let you ruin my day
But now I'm out of the fray
And I'm just staying on pace

The Sun's going down and I finally see
All the things that went wrong were right in front of me
I got lost in the clouds
Filled my head up with doubt
And we've lost it all now
But this was best for you and me

Cause I've been waiting on a sunset
Shadows over head
And by this time tomorrow
I'll still be in my bed
And I don't like myself
Just like anybody else
I know how much you hate me
You wish that I was dead
And I can't live my life pretending
That I never loved you now so don't shut me down
And your stare feels so condescending
Will I make it out somehow or will I fade when the sunlight drowns?