When I Was Tobias Boon

I am the desolate of all beings
This mania consumes me as it courses through my veins
A sense of devotion once existed in this mess
Of tangeled conversation
Its endless and mindless, I would know
Its myself versus I, myself versus I
I never claimed to be the one you wanted
Now the spark is gone
Another day to live and learn
Ive been writing my own ransom
This goes out to whom it may concern

This is my obsession
Locked away in a place no one can reach
This is my confession
I swallowed the key!
Word here is more than you ever imagined

Dont be afraid
The spark is gone
The spark is gone
I never claimed to be the one you wanted
Now the spark is gone
Another day to live and learn
Ive been writing my own ransom
This goes out to whom it may concern

Ill fight to win ill fight so fucking dirty
I know your every move, you know my every move
And now the spark is gone we all will rot (and now the spark is gone)
Put me back in the deck cause I am not
Your fucking card (oh God its been so long)
(Another day, another day to live and learn)
I never claimed to be the one you wanted
Now the spark is gone
Another day to live and learn
Ive been writing my own ransom
This goes out to whom it may concern