Far past My Conception

Things have been so blurry for a long time
and all the unfair years they never went by fast
it's just so hard to discern my part in this
i'm hopeing that these feelings come to pass
i stumble when i can't concieve the way to be
no matter how how it looks i feel the same
i misconstrue my life with what to do
and be you would comprehend that
i would never feel this way

what can i do
theres nothing left for me anymore
what can i do
in some ways im scared for whats in stored
now i can't help but feel the way i do