Homesick

Maybe I'm falling further behind.
Do I want it?
Do I need it?
Does it take away the wrong?

They came and went,
They left me back here with nothing.
Do I miss them?
Do I hate them?
Will I ever make them mine?

I really need it.

Change me from the man I am,
I know it's my time but it's not right.
Something inside is breaking loose.
And you're the one that killed me.