Pretty Messed Up

I don't think you'll understand, so I'd rather not explain
Though I felt it was even harder when you were still my man
I broke your heart you stole my dog
Is that how you forgot me this fast
And by talking around the town that I'm a cheater
I didn't deserve that

I know it's asking a lot from you to take all of this pain
'Stead of walking hand in hand you just stood up in my way
It doesn't mean that I don't love you when I say goodbye
By now you hate my honesty, so I'm not gonna lie

As you go for better
I'm here getting worse
I'm pretty messed up
But I never meant to hurt
As you go for better
I'm here getting worse
I'm pretty messed up
But I swear I love you more than her

When it comes to money, well I didn't tell you I was broke
I told you I was saving it well I spent it all on a smoke
Ran out just as fast as a cloud up in the air
And if I told you would've said I had a problem
And that's not fair

Does it make you feel like a man to say we were a mistake
All those dreams and plans that I just had to smash and break
Well you can put me down, put me down just all you want
And you can even call me a bitch, but I will never be your dog

As you go for better
I'm here getting worse
I'm pretty messed up
But I never meant to hurt
As you go for better
I'm here getting worse
I'm pretty messed up
But I swear I love you more than her

Sorry that I never told you the real reason why
Sorry 'bout all the empty closets and bills I left behind
I know that you will understand though it will take some time
I just had to do things my way for that I'll never apologise

As you go for better
I'm here getting worse
I'm pretty messed up
But I never meant to hurt
As you go for better
I'm here getting worse
I'm pretty messed up
But I swear I love you more than her

As you go for better
I'm here getting worse
I'm pretty messed up
But I never meant to hurt
As you go for better
I'm here getting worse
I'm pretty messed up
But I swear I love you more than her