Demented

One of these men I have counted my life
Is planning my death and demise
My future in concrete, a six feet deep bedsit
The most trusted one has denied me already twice

The Father of all, my own father in blood
Be cursed for letting me fall!

A Judas within a man
Betray me, the helping hand
One of my disciples
A black sheep in our midst

And I have fed the weak
Cured the blind, made them see
None of that matters now
When my life's over and out

A few silver coin's my price
Earthly wealth means more than a life
Take and eat this bread is my body
Take and drink this wine as my blood

I'm overcome by pain
The pain that'll leave me insane
They came with swords and poles
To get me impaled, enthroned

Am I demented?
Am I demented?

I have deserved my death
At least that's how it was said
Demented down to the core
A prophet, Messiah, a whore

Now I am crucified
A crown of thorns, a soul not mine
Nails through feet, nails through hands
My blood will stain their Holy Land

God, why you deserted me?
I'm your son, remember me?
I'm from your mind, from your disgusting thoughts
Now look at your sole heir
On this crooked cross I pray
Then the curtains tore in two
The ground was trembling too
The mountains cracked opening the tombs

HE'S DEAD NOW!!

Once I went to the valley to pray
Met Satan on my way

Am I demented?
Am I demented?
I didn't resurrected to heavens
I went straight to hell
Now I sit on the left side
Of the devil himself