Marooned

I am an island never shown much consideration
Stuck in rotations of isolation
Not sure what to do when I find myself locked in this room
Every wall a mirror
I'm drowning in my fear

I know I should reach out but I'm sinking in doubt

The unaltered perspective can lead to dismal trains of thought
I'm stuck on the tracks feeling fraught
I know these feelings are fleeting they still feel so defeating
Gotta try to keep on believing
I'm worth more when my hearts still beating
Need to pull myself from feeling worthless even though I think I deserve this
Gotta fight I gotta try I gotta never quit
I got what it takes to never sell out and never submit
Keep myself to myself when I'm spinning out
No one can tell I'm checking out 'cause I got no place to fall when my backs to the wall