Eleven Years

My heart is racing
Cannot think straight
Total despair
Awake in the night
Totally alone, yet
Feeling watched
My time has come, I think
Time to atone for my sins

All those I've killed
Came back to haunt me

They are calling for me
A subsonic calling
Special for my kind
Vomit inducing
Everything in a haze
A shadowy fog engulfs me
I must escape
Are the walls speaking to me?

Dissociated!
Identity!
Eleven years!
Brainwashed!
Unaware!
Eleven years ago!

Subject attempted to terminate himself
And failed
Countermeasures in effect

Recent memory erased
Our killing machine!
Zeitgeist!
We shall prevail