TOO FAR GONE

I'm not taking it personal
I’ve just been through it
I'm not turning my back
I just want to cast away
Tell me you could feel the same

Maybe I'm just used to being afraid
But I don’t want you to know
Maybe I'm just used to being afraid
But I won’t let go, I won’t let go

Maybe this has all been for nothing
Am I holding on when’s it's too far gone?
Maybe I'm just craving disaster
Cause I won’t let go of this pain I'm after

It’s hard to keep going on with these memories
Each time that I fall a part of me wastes away
Tell me you don’t feel the same
I don’t want to turn into nothing
But my heart is beating out of my chest
I don’t want to waste every moment
Until I have nothing left

Fell in love with the way I fail
I filled the room with smoke and I'm breathing in

My demise
A product of all this misery
I can’t hide
Never ending uncertainty