Honest

How can I write to someone I’ve never seen?
How can I love someone I’ve yet to meet?
I wanna know, I gotta be honest
How can I trust someone who says they’re good
When it doesn’t turn out the way that I think it should?
I wanna know, I'm just being honest

And I hope You’re not afraid of my questioning

‘Cause I will fight fight fight
Through the doubt doubt doubt
And I will pray pray pray till faith runs out out out
And I will push past the feeling
That You’re just too good to be true
But I gotta be honest, believing is hard to do

Somehow they know
When You’ve walked in the room
They laugh and they cry, how am I missing You?
And why do I feel so alone?

But I will run run run back to hope hope hope
And I will trust trust trust when I don’t know know know
And I will push past the feeling
That You’re just too good to be true
But I gotta be honest, believing is hard to do

I hope You’re not afraid of my questioning
Am I wasting my breath or are You listening?
'Cause if seeing is believing, how can I believe?

But I will fight fight fight through the doubt doubt doubt
And I will pray pray pray till faith runs out out out
And I’ll remember the first time You called me by name
And I will run run run back to hope hope hope
And I will trust trust trust when I don’t know know know
And I’ll remember the first time my heart felt Your love
And I will walk walk walk not by sight sight sight

‘Cause I will see You one day
Even if its’s on the other side
I will push past the feeling
That You’re just too good to be true
But I gotta be honest, believing is hard to do