Desperate

I close my eyes and fall on the ground
I take my head into my hands
Tears are flowing, I am torn apart
Everything I have built is in ruin.

My mind cracks in several parts
Everything is dead in me, man cut the light off
I would like some help but no one is here
What I feel is too strong for me.

Darkness is submerging all my mind
My throat makes some growls of every kind.

This suffering is to strong for me
I need to escape it at all cost !

AAAHHH ! I never thought that man could suffer so much...

Tears are not enough to end my pain
Sometimes I think that I'm going insane
Visions of the past are burning my brain
So little water can't stop so big flames !

AAAHHH ! I feel so lost
God, why don't You exist ?

I must stop this suffering !
I must find an exit !

I can't live with so much pain
I think that I can see some light there.

If life means suffering
Then I chose to be dead...