The Dependence

I request that you tell me
Time to time, I forget me
No laments that it's over
Keep on chasing my bliss
Can't open the door out of here
The key slips and falls through my fumbling hands to the floor

You fly up high in the blue
I can not copy you
You love everything, and everyone loves you back too
I spend all day at my desk, chin on hands
Please cure me
In the end there's no change
Time for a new antibiotic

Last night was unlucky
Blew out my car's tire
Sound nearly ruptured my eardrums
Outside carnival
I stare out
Wonder how I screwed my whole life up
I am not the man I want to be

You're the burning hot sun
You give off dazzling light
You love everything, and everyone loves you right back
I'm not I spend all day at my desk, chin on hands
Everyday time for a new antibiotic
Please cure me

In childhood we ran free
Laughed all night
But I grew out of that, into my sighs

Cold lonely
Thoughts of you
Fantasies of hugging
That way I can still touch you from here

Breathe it in then breathe it out
Cracking throat dry lips
Drip sweat sting eyes
Want to have all of you within me
You fly up high in the blue
I can not copy you
You love everything, and everyone loves you back too
I spend all day at my desk, chin on hands
Please cure me
In the end there's no change
Time for a new antibiotic

In childhood we ran free
Laughed all night
But I grew out of that, into my sighs