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You wish that i never try!
But i will make
My own decisions tonight!
When nothing more
Seems the same
The only way
I can go
Is the one the i've found!
So must i have a good reason?
If i am living in a prison?
So do i have any choice?
When all my feelings
Are turning into a voice!

So long!
And i desire you can feel!
So long!
And i don't mind
If everything's not real..

And my headache couldn't stop!
Cause every morning
I look to my watch!
And realize i'm alive
And realize my lifes's not right!
And i don't know where i am..
They're all behind shadows
Trying to bring me to the end!

So do i have any choice?
When all my feelings
Are turning into a voice!
Terrible voice!

Days without true
Makes no sense
When was me who
Killed all my chances...