More Than a Suicide Note

My lifelong tragedy began with you
As dark eyelips and cigarettes fist rest upon my lips
Now I'm always in motion
I am wide awake and going under
To the hell I've learned to call my home
For in that second we both thought
Of dying as a means to an end
But failure was always my first intention
And I'm not surprised by your decisions
You're turning exit sings into prophecies
While I am writing love songs for kids
Who live the dying dream
This is just another part of life
Because it hurts to know
It never hurt you to let go
And when pain is welcomed
It's all I've left
So from la to santa monica
I day dream of crasing cars
And to everyone that's listening
They say "the burden will fail us all"
Well that's assuming I once gave a fuck about
This is only the process of destroying the lies
And the lives that you had once taken for granted
Why can't you see there's nothing there?
Broken I am!!!
Broken I am!!!
Broken I am...a man shattered like glass in a moment that stands still
This moment feels like it will last forever
Bearing the scars of a broken body
But this too shall past into remembrance
Go ahead and take all your agression out on me
Pretend I am the fucking world (and as conditions worsen)
Churches can only provide such burial
Such burial!!!
I have fallen under
I've fallen six feet under
If you ever want to visit me
Close your eyes and press play