Running Into Walls

Let's see
I'm lying on my back
In the front yard
Of a suburban home
Not my own home?
All I've known
All I've seen until now
Is loveliness
Lovely
Oh, and then

Bludgeoned and pummeled
I go running into walls
The hammer falls
Inside my cranium
Geraniums are blooming
In the fall

All I've known
All I've seen until now
Is loveliness
Lovely
And then

Battered, bruised, bloodied
Running into walls
Grenades explode
Inside my abdomen
And down fall the illusions
One and all

How dare you
Put your pain in me?
Oh I was such
A helpless child
I worshipped you
Yes you had so much power
And I know why
Now you look for me
I will leave you all behind
I can not leave it
Any other way
Leave you all behind

Now, isn't that just what
You said the last time?
When I asked you said
You didn't know
And ill always remember
Do you ever remember?
No?

Oh, I'm sure I'll find
My long-lost mind
But I'm afraid not today

We are the last of the loved ones
We are the last of the loving ones
We are the last of the lucky ones

We are the last of the loved ones
We are the last of the loving ones
The very last of the lucky ones

We are the last of the loved ones
We are the last of the loving ones
We are the last of the lucky ones