Afterparty

I could be deep in the darkest of oceans
I could be buried along with the rest
But a single word from your lips and the distance I'd crawl
Even when you show me the worst of emotions
I would eat the dust from the palm of your hand
I know most people would probably leave, but I can't

Just don't tell me, that you need me
If nobody would tell me to stop
I'd be dead and it won't be enough
You'll be leavin', while I'm bleedin'
Oh, I'd be gone, and you'd say your sorry
But you still come to the afterparty

(Ooh)
(Ooh, oh-oh, oh-oh)

What if I'm scared of the pain when I'm sober
I don't wanna see what you do to me
Even when I think of you now it's a sweet memory
I know I am better than this when it's over
And all this fuckin' time I am wastin' on you
Maybe it's just better to love them and leave like you do

And then you tell me, that you need me
If nobody would tell me to stop
I'd be dead and it won't be enough
You'll be leavin', while I'm bleedin'
Oh, I'd be gone, and you'd say you're sorry
But you still come to the afterparty

If this is our last night (if this is our last night)
Can you just hold me tight
And pretend that you
Don't wanna say goodbye (don't wanna say goodbye)
I know that I'll be fine
I know that I'll be fine

But then you tell me that you need me
If nobody would tell me to stop
I'd be dead and it won't be enough
You'll be leavin', while I'm bleedin'
Oh, I'd be gone and you'd say you're sorry
But you'd still come to the afterparty