voicenotes never sent

Sometimes I wish I can go back
Don't get too excited, I don't miss you
I just wish I could go back and tell myself
You're enough

Silly me, silly me, thinking it was the ending
Now that you're gone I finally feel whole
I like this new chapter

I think I owe this to myself
I gotta let this out of my chest
I don't wanna pretend anymore
I don't wanna

I have a bunch of voicenotes never sent
Feeling anxious, feeling scared
Hating you, wishing I never knew you
You thought I was never gonna be brave
To tell everybody that it was all fake
Or are you gonna tell 'em?
Go ahead and tell 'em

It wasn't love, it was attachment
What a beautiful lie
You made me think I needed you
What a joke

I was better without you, better without you
You knew it so well
How does it feel not to have the power
To control me anymore

I think I owe this to myself
I gotta let this out of my chest
I don't wanna pretend anymore
I don't wanna

I have a bunch of voicenotes never sent
Feeling anxious, feeling scared
Hating you, wishing I never knew you
You thought I was never gonna be brave
To tell everybody that it was all fake
Or are you gonna tell 'em?
Go ahead and tell 'em

A bunch of voicenotes never sent
Go ahead and tell 'em
Go ahead and tell 'em
Go ahead and tell 'em