Living Out

I live out
I run out
I walk out
That’s my life
That’s my dream
That’s living out
I have no friends
I'm alone
I'm not important
That’s my life
That’s living out

I chose to live out, I chose to be alone, I chose to walk alone
But now.. I don’t want to live out
Take me inside
Take me to the world
Take me to the reality!
How can I go back?
How can I be normal?
How can I stop living out?
I'm torn by two sides
My head is In one
My paws are in another
I'm stuck with my paws tied!

Why can’t I rewind?
Why can’t I change this?
Why did I chose to live out?
I chose to live out
That’s my life
That’s my dream
Is that my dream?
It really is?
That’s my life
That’s what I chose
But, that’s no my dream
I want to go inside, I don’t want to be alone, I don’t want to walk alone
I want to be inside!
I don’t want to live out! Take me back!
Take me back to the reality
Take me with my clan
Take me with my family
I don’t want to be living out

Dear Ivy, you can’t go inside again
You’re destined to be here
You chose this
You chose to live alone
You chose to walk alone
You chose to live out
You can’t rewind
You can’t change it
You can’t go inside again

I live out
I walk out
I do all alone!
I chose this
I chose this
I chose this!
But why did I chose this?
Why was I too mouse brained to do that?
Now, I have to stay living out

Mouse brained Ivy