Fall

I'm trying
Not to fall

Every day I look at the sky
If everything's blue
Then I don't know why
It's harder to try
I'll start to deny

That I think I'm not the kind of guy
That will not look you in the eye
Or that's just not willing to try
To fight for his dreams and
For whatever that he calls his life

Wait
Wait
Wait

We'll start again now
Have you listened to me?
Did you listen to what I just said?
Or were you too busy just thinking
About all the things that are stuck in your head?
It's hard enough to move ahead
So I hope that my heart knows the way
'Cause it seems that everything I actually do
Is to push all my people away

I'm trying not to fall
But nothing helps at all
'Cause the thing I do best
Is keep my ghosts close to my chest

Every day I look at the sky
If everything's grey
Then everything's fine
It's easier to try
I will not deny
That I know that I'm the kind of guy
That's going to look you in the eye
Or that's always willing to try
To give up his dreams and whatever he calls his life
Now bang bang bang
Is the sound that's in your head
All this laughing and the thinking that you will keep to the bed
Just to wake up the next morning and be scared of looking up
Because every single moment of your day
Will be just like the times that you had
No!

I'm trying not to fall
Now nothing helps at all
'Cause the thing I do best
Is keep my ghosts close to my chest
(Yeah yeah)
I'm trying not to fall
No now
Now nothing hurts at all
'Cause the thing I do best
Is keep my ghosts close to my chest