Black Regrets

So sick of lying about it
But can't live without it
Keeps up the pulse in my veins now
Heart in mouth and it just keeps on beating
It's stuck on repeaating
The way that your name sounds

I don't want nothing to do with me
But I'm acting alone again

And your lament
"you can't repent
for the sins of another"
the wedding dress
the black regrets
will do nothing but smother us

You push when I push back
You should feel like you act
You should pause for a moment together
Breathe it in til you choke
Every lie in your throat
every stick in the spokes
sends you over now

when your planes are all crashing down
on a long distance lover

Now you're waiting alone
At the back of the room
Try not to wonder why
When you call out his name
Only nothing remains
Try not to wonder why
feels so good and it's true
Such a simple fuck you
Feels so good and it's true
It's the worst we could do