Guidance

I spoke to God even though He don't care how I feel
I sent Him letters yet I found them returned and sealed
All of my prayers left unanswered yet still I would kneel
I spoke to God even though I don't know if He's real

I heard that evil is silent
I know my demons stay quiet
Until I ask for compliance
That's when they claw and they riot

So keep me awake
Even though I
Wish to escape
From these thoughts
I ponder and pray
Even though I've
Lost all my faith
I will survive

I watched below as I saw my son fall in a field
I let his heart fall apart then I taught it to heal

I let him ask me for guidance
I met his questions with silence
Hiding the answers inside him
I always knew he would find it

So keep me awake
Even though I
Wish to escape
From these thoughts
I ponder and pray
Even though I've
Lost all my faith
I will survive

He placed the earth in the palm of my hands
Asked me to fix all the problems it has
Now I think I finally understand

So keep me awake
Keep me awake

Keep me awake
Even though I've
Lost all my faith
Keep me awake
Even though I
Wish to escape
From these thoughts
I ponder and pray
Even though I've
Lost all my faith
I will survive