Ellie!

(I been far away-)

I been far away without you right here
I can't take another day without you my dear
I'll be running back soon just like the way I always do
45 nights, no wind inside
Another state line sign I've left behind
And this hotel room won't let me sleep tonight
And now I'm in the G class on the 405
Ridin' with the seat back, it's a long long night
Don't know when I'll be back but it's gonna be fine
You don't wanna see me like that

If I could take the first flight back to 334
I'd be there at first light, meet me at my door
I don't wanna say you're right but I feel so alone
And now I'm drownin' quickly, days go by so slow
I hate to say you told me so, I should be used to this by now
I wish you well, I miss you

All I wanna do is go the fuck back home
I can't stand it, I'm a panic
Can you save my soul?
Every time I turn around I always end up right back in this hole again
And all I wanna do is sleep in my own bed
Not a minute goin' by without you in my head
You're a blessing and a curse and it really hurts worse when I wake up all alone

Pressin' all the pieces back in place
I'm gettin' weaker in the knees with every day
I try to keep it in my teeth, but I'm a mess right now (but I'm a mess right now)
28 years have led me here
I'm feelin' old right now, you know my fears
I'll probably spend all my time wishin' I was young
Now I'm trynna find the motivation to wake up
Gotta make my way to Mesa, don't wait up
But you're always in my background, you know that
Damn I really wanna see you right now

If I could take the first flight back to 334
I'd be there at first light, meet me at my door
I don't wanna say you're right but I feel so alone
And now I'm drownin' quickly, days go by so slow
I hate to say you told me so, I should be used to this by now
I wish you well, I miss you

All I wanna do is go the fuck back home
I can't stand it, I'm a panic
Can you save my soul?
Every time I turn around I always end up right back in this hole again (in this hole again)
And all I wanna do is sleep in my own bed
Not a minute goin' by without you in my head
You're a blessing and a curse and it really hurts worse when I wake up all alone
All I wanna do is go the fuck back home
I can't stand it, I'm a panic
Can you save my soul?
Every time I turn around I always end up right back in this hole again (in this hole again)
And all I wanna do is sleep in my own bed
Not a minute goin' by without you in my head
You're a blessing and a curse and it really hurts worse when I wake up all alone