Sanctuary

There's no like, easy way to you to get into this
I gotta pull myself
It's just been on my mind for a couple months

Yeah stuck on this elevator, swear it ain't moving
I Swear I'm doin' my best, swear I'm doin' my best, and I will never do less
Unless somebody got a gun to my head
The Sun is where I'm heading shining til I'm dead in the bed

The bed sleep in, the weekend is going too fast
Sometimes I feel like it will never end, sometimes it never lasts
But that's okay 'cause half the time I barely know what day it is
Anyways I'll keep repeating I'mma just keep playing it
Like PUBG last alive, my hands sweaty, shakin', I stand impatience
I've been away ages, check the label, set the table

Guess I'm able, to be something different, more then what I thought
I've accumulated something greater more than what I lost
I'm a lost soul, bring the heat up, still cold
Numbers in my billfold
Thunder in the hill cold
With the beamer real slow
I've been living real low
I just want to chill though, way up in the hills
Whoa

Cause I got a lot of fuckin' dreams that I've had forever
And it's gettin to the point now or something that could possible happend with it
And if I wanna do something with it, I have to put all my time into it, and it's just

Born in '92, but feeling like I'm close to 98
All I do is sit inside my room, I rather hide away
Got some time to kill, don't know if I'd sign a deal
Only thing I know is I'ma keep doin' this til' my mind is healed
I've been spinning around and running in circles
I need a curfew been like they working
Never end and never going to finish til' I find my purpose

Kind of nervous what the future has the store
There's the door, open up and close the other one
I need some more
Opportunities, need something new to me
This ordinary every day is getting in the way
Of what I'm soon to be
I know it, takes a minute for success
I hope that I don't blow it
The only way is up from here on out, no sign of slowin'

Look, I don't wanna do it at all. I wish I didn't like you, so it would be easier. Cause you've done so much for me, I feel like I'm slapping the face right now
I just feel like, if I'm gonna do this music thing a hundred percent, and I gotta do it a hundred porcent, believe me, I gotta do it