Things I Could Have Said

Things I could have said
You never read my mind
Like all the things I said to you
You never understood
And tell the truth
Now you´re up in heaven
Wearing a cool white dress, I know
Everybody goes too soon
Things I could have said
Why do you take these pills
I hear they help you sleep
I said I swear I´ll wait for you
As long as I can drink
Now you´re up in heaven
Wearing a cool white dress, I know
Think I heard you sing
I swear I loved you best
I loved you best
You had never slept
Your arms out from your chest
As if the weight of the past held me you back
Hard on your back
It scares you to death
It scares you
More or less to keep you here
Selfishly, I know
Then there is that haunting fear
Things I could have said