Why Should I?

Why should I
Why should I

Three times you looked at me like I was air
Like I was nothing, standing right there
I still wrote your name in the fog on the glass
Watched it disappear, just like that
You said: This time it's different, soft in my ear
But different still hurts when it ends in tears

My heart's doing that thing again
Skipping beats, remembering when
You left me on read in the pouring rain
I knew, I knew, I knew you'd do it again

Read my lips, baby, read them slow
I loved you once, you already know
The fall feels good till it breaks my bones
You want in, you want in, you want home
But tell me why should I
Open this door one more time?
Tell me why should I
Let you waste my cry?
Why should I, why should I?

Why should I? Why should I?
What you need to do is love yourself first
Love yourself
That's the only love that won't leave you hurt
Why should I? Ooh, why?
Go love you, go love you, yeah

Love's been a game and I'm tired of playing
You call me late, then ghost till the morning
I gave you oceans, you gave me drops
I held your hand through every single storm
But storms don't stop just 'cause you say sorry
I'm done rebuilding what you keep destroying

Alarm in my chest won't stop ringing
You never show, just keep disappearing
Why believe it'll change this time?
I saw the signs in the neon lights

Read my lips, baby, read them slow
I loved you once, you already know
The fall feels good till it breaks my bones
You want in, you want in, you want home
But tell me why should I
Open this door one more time?
Tell me why should I
Let you waste my cry
Why should I?

Why should I? Why should I?
Love yourself, that's the realest bridge
Why should I, ooh why, love yourself, try, why should I
Yeah, go love you

Why should I
Believe again
Tell me