When I Feel You

When I feel you
My hands seek the caresses of yours
Being mine
Absence suffocates me
Felt on my skin
Words that I keep silent
Looking at your lips
Without being able to kiss them, silencing the desire for the beloved

When I feel you
I am not a promise
I am not a person
Nor the bitter pill left by the dawn
That took me to bed without knowing who it is
And yet
I feel you
Even though you're not here
I ended up without it

Now I look
And you're no longer here
But there are things that can't be forgotten
Like the way you sigh as you breathe
Of the empty space in my bed, feeling that yaa
And yet
Everything in me keeps remembering you unwillingly

When I feel you
The world splits in two
You
And the fading away

When I feel you
There's no time that doesn't die at your waist
Naked
Without doubts, that madness sings
When I touch your skin, I fear loving

When I feel you
I'm inhabited by the pain of what we didn't experience
Of the kisses we didn't share
And of the verses that fell asleep in your voice

And you're not here
And in that silence that reveals reality
It tells me we'll dream again

When I feel you
My life gets tangled up in your memory
Inventing excuses to not forget you
That end up hurting
More than fading away itself

And if you are
Don't leave the sigh where I live
Don't leave the corner where I still sigh for you
And merge with you
When I feel you