satisfied ?

Don't wanna have to write this down
Don't wanna face my problems now
Don't wanna admit it
Don't wanna have to quit it

Push it off just one more night
Tomorrow morning I'll make it right
Promises made in the mirror
But the truth is clearer

Nothing's ever enough
I'll fill up my cup once again
I'll ruin my lungs for the feeling

I'm so sick of chasing a high I'll never find
A life that isn't mine
Satisfied satisfied satisfied
And I'm retracing the steps that brought me down this line
Where did I lose my mind
Now I can never be satisfied

If I used it then I abuse it
Why can't I find balance to it
It's my guilty pleasure
The poison drops that I measure

I owe myself an apology
I'm my own worst enemy
It's engraved in my mind
I'm always losing time

This was supposed to be fun
I think I went too far with it
Now I want a buzz I can never get

I'm so sick of chasing a high I'll never find
A life that isn't mine
Satisfied satisfied satisfied
And I'm retracing the steps that brought me down this line
Where did I lose my mind
Now I can never be satisfied

Now I'm praying out to a God I don't believe in
This will bring you to your knees and
Make you question all your reasons
I know this was never the life that I was dreaming
I guess all my hope is leaving
The high is just too damn appealing

God I don't
God I don't believe in
God I don't
God I don't believe in

Nothing's ever enough
I'll fill up my cup once again
I'll ruin my lungs for the feeling

I'm so sick of chasing a high I'll
I'm so sick of chasing a high I'll
Satisfied satisfied satisfied
I'm so sick of chasing a high I'll
I'm so sick of chasing a high I'll
Now I can never be satisfied

If I used it then I abuse it
Why can't I find balance to it
It's my guilty pleasure
The poison drops that I measure

I owe myself an apology
I'm my own worst enemy
It's engraved in my mind
I'm always losing time

I'm so sick of chasing a high I'll
I'm so sick of chasing a high I'll
Satisfied satisfied satisfied
I'm so sick of chasing a high I'll
I'm so sick of chasing a high I'll
Now I can never be satisfied

I'm so sick of chasing a high I'll
Satisfied satisfied satisfied
I'm so sick of chasing a high I'll
Satisfied satisfied satisfied