Thanks To Me

I was used
You always needed something to abuse
When it couldn't be you
Told me to see it through but I saw black and blue
Now you're fixed
You've got everything that you wished
And I guess that was it
You got what you needed and left me ghosted

New hair, different job, moved apartments
Thanks to me
New girl but she loves the benefits of my misery

And I know you can't see all I've done for you
But I bet she will
And I was there with you back a year or two
When we were going downhill
And who picked you up?
Who was your rescue before you were roadkill?
But I know whatever becomes of you, is thanks to me still

I was used
You sucked me dry and called me your muse
Fucked perception of paying my dues
I learned from you to never refuse
Cut me loose, said goodbye with no gratitude
Know my name comes up in the room
When they play Remi Wolf or see that tattoo

Same problems, different week, same bar but different drink
I see you, your company
You look great, thanks to me

And I know you can't see all I've done for you
But I bet she will
And I was there with you back a year or two
When we were going downhill
And who picked you up?
Who was your rescue before you were roadkill?
But I know whatever becomes of you, is thanks to me still

You got everything that you wanted
You got everything that you wanted from me, didn't you?
God, you make it so difficult
Don't you know that I did it all for you?
I'm confused, still don't know if I was loved by you
Did I welcome the abuse?
Is it thanks to me? Is it thanks to you?