how to love

Something's fucking wrong with me cause when I feel your love I run
Emotions that my therapist says that I need to learn to trust
When you say you like the parts of me that I still hate
Swear to me it's fine but I'm convinced it's not okay
The fact that you're so patient with me's killing me
I've got to learn
How to love these foreign feelings
How to jump when I'm on shore
How to stay when shit gets real
Before I'm yours
Before I'm yours
I fall in love with strangers fiction characters inside my mind
It's easier than dealing with these feelings that I try to fight
Scared I'll open up and in the end you're gonna leave
Scared I'm not enough 'cause you don't like what's really me
The fact that you're so patient with me's killing me
I've got to learn
How to love these foreign feelings
How to jump when I'm on shore
How to stay when shit gets real
Before I'm yours
Before I'm
I'm yours I'm yours I'm yours
I'm yours I'm yours I'm yours
I'm yours I'm yours I'm yours
How to love these foreign feelings
How to jump when I'm unsure
How to stay when shit gets real
Before I'm yours
Before I'm yours