I Am Not Okay

D                      Bm
 I walked alone to the telephone
       G                    A
Now I'm overanalysing this familiar 
dial tone
              D                    
Wondering if I should change myself
   Bm
 today
      G                   
Or if I should stay out of 
      A
everybody's way

                 D               
And it's just crazy how much they 
         Bm
try to change me
Cause when you're bound by 
     G                          A
expectations how can you be set free

           D                      
Maybe I'm addicted to the feeling 
Bm             G        A
of being liked by everyone
                  D              
And I know that I chose to mirror 
        Bm
those around me
                      G
But at the end of the day
           A                  D
I'm not anyone and I am not insane

               Bm             
But I am not impressed maybe I 
        G
should rest
                  A              
Or maybe I should admit that I am 
      D
not okay

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D                     Bm
 I'm isolated at this party
G                                 
 Trying to guess what they're all 
         A
thinking of
         D                       
I have a tendency to assume that 
Bm
deep inside their hearts
     G              A
Is a burning raging hatred for my 
gut

                 D               
And it's just crazy how much they 
         Bm
try to change me
Cause when you're bound by 
     G                          A
expectations how can you be set free

           D                      
Maybe I'm addicted to the feeling 
Bm             G        A
of being liked by everyone
                  D              
And I know that I chose to mirror 
        Bm
those around me
                      G
But at the end of the day
           A                  D
I'm not anyone and I am not insane

               Bm             
But I am not impressed maybe I 
        G
should rest
                  A              
Or maybe I should admit that I am 
      D
not okay

          G            A          
And all I crave is validation wish
      D               Bm
 that I could just be sober
       G            A             
Why do I have to be hated wish 
  D                  Bm
this nightmare could be over

         G                  A
Wish you knew me before you judged 
me
          D                Bm
Wish that we could just be friends
      G                 A    
But instead it's all discarded 
            D          Bm
before we even had a chance

      G      A               
And I try to pretend it isn't 
D           Bm
killing me slowly

           D                      
Maybe I'm addicted to the feeling 
Bm             G        A
of being liked by everyone
                  D              
And I know that I chose to mirror 
        Bm
those around me
                      G
But at the end of the day
           A                  D
I'm not anyone and I am not insane

               Bm             
But I am not impressed maybe I 
        G
should rest
                  A              
Or maybe I should admit that I am 
      D
not okay