I Am Not Okay

D                      Bm
 I walked alone to the telephone
       G                    A
Now I'm overanalysing this familiar dial tone
              D                       Bm
Wondering if I should change myself today
      G                         A
Or if I should stay out of everybody's way

                 D                        Bm
And it's just crazy how much they try to change me
                                G                          A
Cause when you're bound by expectations how can you be set free

           D                      Bm             G        A
Maybe I'm addicted to the feeling of being liked by everyone
                  D                      Bm
And I know that I chose to mirror those around me
                      G
But at the end of the day
           A                  D
I'm not anyone and I am not insane

               Bm                     G
But I am not impressed maybe I should rest
                  A                    D
Or maybe I should admit that I am not okay

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D                     Bm
 I'm isolated at this party
G                                          A
 Trying to guess what they're all thinking of
         D                       Bm
I have a tendency to assume that deep inside their hearts
     G              A
Is a burning raging hatred for my gut

                 D                        Bm
And it's just crazy how much they try to change me
                                G                          A
Cause when you're bound by expectations how can you be set free

           D                      Bm             G        A
Maybe I'm addicted to the feeling of being liked by everyone
                  D                      Bm
And I know that I chose to mirror those around me
                      G
But at the end of the day
           A                  D
I'm not anyone and I am not insane

               Bm                     G
But I am not impressed maybe I should rest
                  A                    D
Or maybe I should admit that I am not okay

          G            A                D               Bm
And all I crave is validation wish that I could just be sober
       G            A               D                  Bm
Why do I have to be hated wish this nightmare could be over

         G                  A
Wish you knew me before you judged me
          D                Bm
Wish that we could just be friends
      G                 A                D          Bm
But instead it's all discarded before we even had a chance

      G      A               D           Bm
And I try to pretend it isn't killing me slowly

           D                      Bm             G        A
Maybe I'm addicted to the feeling of being liked by everyone
                  D                      Bm
And I know that I chose to mirror those around me
                      G
But at the end of the day
           A                  D
I'm not anyone and I am not insane

               Bm                     G
But I am not impressed maybe I should rest
                  A                    D
Or maybe I should admit that I am not okay