Looking For Something

Yeah, uh, follow me
Yeah, just follow me

And they never invite me round
They say: You always out of town
Follow through and follow up
Pick up the phone, can you do that much?
But they never hit me up
They say: You never keep in touch
It's a two way street I don't want to always feel like we catching up
But you still holding on, to what got away
Let you tell it, you let it go
But that's just some shit you say
That make you feel better about decisions you make, no
It's not alright it's not okay, no
It's not becoming of you tomorrow, damn
Sure as hell ain't today
There's a hell of a disconnect
From what you say you want
To what you seek out
To the shit that you accept
In retrospect I would have done things different
Then I would have made other mistakes
You got to live with it, then build with it
Damn, the shit feel different

But it's not about me, this is not about you
This it not about us, this is not about love
It's not about much, there's nothing between us
It's not what it was, today’s hate is yesterday’s love
I think it's best we keep it like it is, girl just because

I’ve been looking for something
I don't know what it is, I ain't found it yet
I won't stop for nothing
I don't know what it is, when my mind is set
I can't stop for nothing, I can't stop for nothing
I hope it's not in vain, and it's not for nothing
I’ve been looking for something
I don't know what it is, I ain't found it yet
I won't stop for nothing
I don't know what it is, but my mind is set
I can't stop for nothing, I can't stop for nothing
I pray it's not in vain, and it's not for nothing

Spinning out of control, Jesus take the wheel
The wound is too deep to heal, it hurts me still
I'm drinking distilled, for keeping it real
My cousin just died for real, he took his own life
This shit is too real, when and where did I fail?
He just had a son, just came back from jail
No, I don't smoke but I will
I just bought me a gram, I just rolled me a L
Jerreau be still, this too shall pass
I'm talking to self, I'm looking for help
I won't carry no water, but I'm back at the well
Now where do I go, where do we go from here?
I'm lost as hell

I been looking for something
I don't know what it is, I ain't found it yet
I won't stop for nothing
I don't know what it is, when my mind is set
I can't stop for nothing, I can't stop for nothing
I hope it's not in vain, and it's not for nothing
I been looking for something
I don't know what it is, I ain't found it yet
I won't stop for nothing
I don't know what it is, but my mind is set
I can't stop for nothing, I can't stop for nothing
I hope it's not in vain, and it's not for nothing

I been looking for something
I don't know what it is, I ain't found it yet
I won't stop for nothing
I don't know what it is, when my mind is set
I can't stop for nothing, I can't stop for nothing
I hope it's not in vain, and it's not for nothing

All the sacrifices you made for it
Then you look up and ask, what do I have to show for?
Hope these questions don't last, hope these questions don't last