Feel It

Again and again
I’ve blocked out the pain
My heart is constantly bleeding
And no one around me can see it

Again and again
This story repeats
Haunted by all of these faces
All of them bearing my Image

Reality sets in
And There’s no escaping
This is the world that we’re living breathing in
But I can’t breathe

So Help me help me feel it
I don’t want to be numb
I’ve been running and hiding
And clinging to comfort too long

I’ve tried to pretend
It’s all in my head
I just don’t want to believe it
Don’t know what to do with these feelings

Reality sets in
There’s no escaping
This is my truth and I'm living it breathing it
But I can’t breathe

So Help me help me feel it
I don’t want to be numb
I’ve been running and hiding
And clinging to comfort too long

Help me help me see it
I don’t want to be blind
This pain is so heavy
But maybe we’ll change it with time

What if seeing it
Makes me deal with it
I don’t know if I'm ready

What if feeling it
Makes me live with it
I don’t want it to break me

So Help me help me feel it
I don’t want to be numb
I’ve been running and hiding
And clinging to comfort too long

Help me help me see it
I don’t want to be blind
This pain is so heavy
But maybe we’ll change it with time