When I Wake Up

I don't know the way I came
And where I'm going now
I think I threw my life away

There's no one left to blame
For all of my mistakes
Maybe it really is just me

And your shadow weighs you down
The things you've done follow you around
It's ok
Another day perhaps

And every single thing you do
You bring your past along with you
Well ok
I guess I'll say goodbye

Sometimes I close my eyes
And think of all the things
I know that I can never change

I wonder if my father's
Up there watching me
I'm sorry if I let you down

When I wake up
When I wake up.