If I Tried

The streets are always crowded
The rain it pours for days
I'd get out of town if
Someone could make me stay away

The clouds have darkened over my restless little heart
Seems no end is coming where would I even start
Looking for my pieces looking for the reasons I came apart

Would I be better if I never cried?
Would I be prettier if part of me died?
Would I be worthier if I let it all lie?
Would you love me, if I tried?

The stars they say it's useless cuz I've been wishin' for years
Barely even noticed they fell for me like tears
I finally got an answer read between the lines
But I never quite believed it instead I fell behind

Looking for the rain
And any bit of pain that I could find

Would I be better if I never cried?
Would I be prettier if part of me died?
Would I be worthier if I let it all lie?
Would you love me, if I tried?

Now I'm looking for my pieces looking for the reasons I came apart

Would I be better if I never cried?
Would I be prettier if part of me died?
Would I be worthier if I let it all lie?
Would you love me, oh

Would I be smarter if I knew what to say?
Would I be healthier if I smiled every day?
Would I be worthier if I made the time?

Would you even love me, if I
Would you even love me, if I
Would you even love me, if i tried?