Oblivion

All these nights are sleepless, trying hard to breathe
Crying in your voice, no sign I could interleave
My friends were telling me it would get easier
But things have been so hard, which side is too hard?

I don't wanna forget about the memories
Smoking all the pain away inside of me
I wish we were forever, but forever leaves
I feel like I just lost a piece that's holding me

You want us to let it go, but I can't let you down
This burden is so pressing and sound is loud
My head can't take the damage, it's too hard to smile
I'm wrapped up in your world, my mind is falling out

Make me understand why I'm still around
I try to keep my guard up, but why it's so loud
I shouldn't sing this song, you don't deserve it
I'm tired of these games, I'm not observant

Why was I believing
Catching you deceiving
Don't know where I would be if it wasn't for him
Drove you away, all I can say is that I needed you
I needed you

I feel it coming, I'm reaching the top
The path is re-opening, I'm finding it out
I lost my ambition, don't crave motivation
But you lift me up again, surviving us

You want us to let it go, but I can't let you down
This burden is so pressing and sound is loud
My head can't take the damage, it's too hard to smile
I'm wrapped up in your world, my mind is falling out

Make me understand why I'm still around
I try to keep my guard up, but why it's so loud
I shouldn't sing this song, you don't deserve it
I'm tired of these games, I'm not observant