All these nights are sleepless, trying hard to breathe Crying in your voice, no sign I could interleave My friends were telling me it would get easier But things have been so hard, which side is too hard? I don't wanna forget about the memories Smoking all the pain away inside of me I wish we were forever, but forever leaves I feel like I just lost a piece that's holding me You want us to let it go, but I can't let you down This burden is so pressing and sound is loud My head can't take the damage, it's too hard to smile I'm wrapped up in your world, my mind is falling out Make me understand why I'm still around I try to keep my guard up, but why it's so loud I shouldn't sing this song, you don't deserve it I'm tired of these games, I'm not observant Why was I believing Catching you deceiving Don't know where I would be if it wasn't for him Drove you away, all I can say is that I needed you I needed you I feel it coming, I'm reaching the top The path is re-opening, I'm finding it out I lost my ambition, don't crave motivation But you lift me up again, surviving us You want us to let it go, but I can't let you down This burden is so pressing and sound is loud My head can't take the damage, it's too hard to smile I'm wrapped up in your world, my mind is falling out Make me understand why I'm still around I try to keep my guard up, but why it's so loud I shouldn't sing this song, you don't deserve it I'm tired of these games, I'm not observant