FIRE4FUN

Sweet relief like concrete
It lives under my dreams
Has more to lose than me

I can never see it any closer, temple full of vultures
Circling my brain like I left it to the worms
Scary vicious unrelenting birds, twisting up my words
I carefully scan my eyes
For something that I might've missed the prior thousand times
And God, I'm so afraid of what I'll find

So I guess I've made my bed
And I can't lie to myself anymore
I've put myself through hell
I hear the bells
My hair is growing thin, my eyes are sunken in
And every morning shows how bad a keeper I have been

Buzz-buzz-buzz-buzz
Hyperactive hornets in my lungs-lungs-lungs-lungs
Sick of nothing feeling like enough-nough-nough, I'm so stuck-stuck-stuck
And my body is inhabited by bugs-bugs-bugs
Shut up-up-up-up
Nothing ever matters till it does-does-does-does
Think I'll start a fire just for fun, the Sun is loaded like a gun
And shooting venom right into my blood-blood-blood-blood-blood

I look too far ahead
Glitter in my irises from staring at the Moon
It always calls to me, but I can't seem to say
Anything the wind won't carry away

I can barely see you
Standing right in view of
Vivid apparitions who project themselves
Onto picture perfect cells
I can barely see you
Standing right in view of
Vivid apparitions who project themselves
Onto picture perfect cells

Buzz-buzz-buzz-buzz
Hyperactive hornets in my lungs-lungs-lungs-lungs
Sick of nothing feeling like enough-nough-nough, I'm so stuck-stuck-stuck
And my body is inhabited by bugs-bugs-bugs
Shut up-up-up-up
Nothing ever matters till it does-does-does-does
Think I'll start a fire just for fun, the Sun is loaded like a gun
And shooting venom right into my blood-blood-blood-blood-blood

I can barely see you
Standing right in view of
Vivid apparitions who project themselves
Onto picture perfect cells
I can barely see you
Standing right in view of
Vivid apparitions who project themselves
Onto picture perfect cells
I can barely see you
Standing right in view of
Vivid apparitions who project themselves
Onto picture perfect cells
I can barely see you (sweet relief)
Standing right in view of (like concrete)
Vivid apparitions who project themselves (it lives under my dreams)
Onto picture perfect cells (has more to lose than me)

Become the catalyst
Feel the chaos consume me until I consume it and take command
Command chance
Command truth
Command fear
Command risk