Trust Ceremony

Will I know when I’ve gone too far?
Or frozen myself in time?
An impossible brain with impossible wants
Lost and astray, with impossible thoughts
I’ve given up my daydreams to dream in place of living
I see the world exactly how I’d like to think it’d like to be perceived by me

I can’t explain a thing to you
I wouldn’t know where to start, wouldn’t know where to start
Just watch your tongue sharpen on my skin
Not so thin, but not hardened

These insatiable aspirations make me whole
Someday keeps me warm when the present gets too cold

So cold, I'm freezing
Every piece of praise and sign that I'm believed in
Solid in a crystal ball
It bends the waves of the light to mend the rest of my life

Do you also see your future starting with the farthest part?
Live your life to close the space between the end and start
And when it’s hard, do you hang onto any chance
That you might be in control? That you’re the one who owns

These insatiable aspirations make me whole
Someday keeps me warm when the present gets too cold

How can you look me in the eyes and tell me you have not come far?
Fall in love with who you’ll one day be, but please don’t fall so hard
That you start to resent every second stuck in the present
Absent and restless, unhappy and reckless

You seem so far away, somewhere beyond your next life
I’d never make you stay, I just hope you smile in this one
You seem so far away, somewhere beyond your next life
I’d never make you stay, I just hope you smile in this one

You seem so far away, somewhere beyond your next life
No one can make you stay, I just hope you smile in this one

You seem so far away, somewhere beyond your next life
No one can make you stay, I just hope you smile in this one
(Trust myself to fall into the sky, trust myself)