I'm Not Okay

And how would I ever know
If I never tried
If I never tried
To look

It's easy to blame yourself
For wanting something else
Wanting something else.

Dreams start to fade away
Become another day
And then another day goes by
Can't seem to watch it past
Was never good at that
Never good at that
Was I?

And I'm not okay
With just leaving
Or holding back my words until I
Need them

I am not okay
With just leaving
Cause I love you too much
I thought I was above
I guess I really wasn't
I guess I really wasn't

A kiss is meant to fade
And feelings go away
And feelings go away
But I'm not okay
With just leaving
Or holding back my words until I
Need them

I am not okay
With just leaving
Cause I love you too much
I'm not okay
With just leaving
Or holding back my words until I
Need them

I am not okay
With just leaving
Cause I love you too much
And how would I ever know
If I never tried
If I never tried?