Hard to Love

I call you
But you never pick up the phone
I'm tired of
Wondering why I'm sleeping alone

I want to know
Tell me why you're like this
I'll take the hit
If you really want to fight it
Is it my fault?
Or is it how you treat everyone?

Then tell me
Am I that hard to love?
Am I not nice enough for you
To want to give all your trust?
Or maybe you've never loved anyone?
Then tell me that you've had enough
And all I do is let you down
When I try my hardest
Aren't you strong enough?
Or am I just that hard to love?

I give you space
Hoping you'll go back
We're playing games
But you never let me win a round

I try to hold my breath
Whenever you're near me
The more I die for you
The more you kill me
You hang me from a rope
And you keep tightening the noose

So tell me
Am I that hard to love?
Am I not nice enough for you
To want to give all your trust?
Or maybe you've never loved anyone?
Then tell me that you've had enough
And all I do is let you down
When I try my hardest
Aren't you strong enough?
Or am I just that hard to love?

Maybe I'm the problem
I'm the one falling
Maybe I've really hit rock bottom
My head against the wall
Or maybe it's you
And you're incapable of love
Just tell me what it is
I've had enough

Tell me
Am I that hard to love?
Am I not nice enough for you
To want to give all your trust?
Or maybe you've never loved?
Then tell me you've had enough
And all I do is let you down
When I try my hardest
Aren't you strong enough?
Or am I just that hard to love?