bothered

I called your number
But you cut the line
Just like your problems
You tend to stay locked up inside

You had a look in your eyes
A look in your eyes, last time I saw you
I said we'd figure it out
Figure it out, but you wouldn't hear it
So I'm out in the cold
Out in the cold, knocking on your door
I'm trying to pry it out

But you just can't be bothered and I'm getting tired
In one ear, out the other, my useless diatribe
I think our time is over, I'm not getting younger
You just can't be bothered
If you don't care to bother, then why should I?

I'm running on empty
You wrung me out to dry
And just like a wildfire
You terminate the fruitful parts of your life

You keep rationalizing
Compartmentalizing everything you do
Constantly pushing me out
Pushing me out 'cause you can't face it
So I'm pulling the plug
'Cause you pulled the rug and I fell on your sword
You got me bleeding out

'Cause you just can't be bothered and I'm getting tired
In one ear, out the other, my useless diatribe
I think our time is over, I'm not getting younger
You just can't be bothered
If you don't care to bother, then why should I?

Jump in knowing there is no way out (why should I?)
Bet it all against a winning house (why should I?)
Walk a mile when you won't take a step (why should I?)
Start where it inevitably ends

You got me jumping out my brain
Always in my own way
I feel like I'm insane
Tell me why
I can't get out my own brain
You won't give me a break
I feel like I'm insane
Tell me why

You just can't be bothered
If you don't care to bother
Guess I shouldn't bother