not over you

Another late night of laying
Staring at the ceiling
Memories of you
Still hanging on the walls

Deep breath
I take another sip of whiskey
So maybe
I won't feel anything at all

And I can't get you out of my head, hmm
Yeah, it's relatively obvious that

I'm not over you
Hmm, but I'm trying to
Get over you
Every single day

The more I try
To let you go
The more I realize
I'm not over you

Why can't I take a stupid drink of coffee
Without swearing, I see your lipstick on the cup
Deep breath, now I'm thinking of when you came home
To tell me that we'd be better off alone

Well maybe you were right again, hmm
There's no way for me to pretend

That I'm over you
Hmm, but I'm trying to
Get over you
Every single day

The more I try to let you go
The more I realize
I'm not over you
What if you grabbed my hand and told
And told me that you miss me
(What if I saw you again)
What if you said
What I've been feeling line for line

I'm not over you, hmm
I'm not over you