Fade Out

I feel like I'm fading out
Like just my world's going down
Just like some colorless days
Just like a hopeless life
But that's ok

I feel me being so dumb
Messing up another chance
To let the things go right
I can't get enough to degrade my life
But I try

It's hard to be an older age
Without a world with a bed of roses
With some cheap perfume
Bothering your nose

It's hard to feel the joy
In every word, I hurt myself
Just want to get back
Get away from pain, looking for happiness