Sabotage (feat. CHIKA)

Choices, everybody make 'em and the
Truth is something I been thinking 'bout
Respect, you say I don't give you
Maybe I don't know how
Excuses, ooh, I got a lot of them
Reasons, why I am the way I am
Regret, you say I don't feel it
Maybe I don't know how

Man, it got so ugly (ugly)
I was begging you to stay when you left our house
Said you never loved me (loved me)
Had me ducking all the venom flying out your mouth
Ooh, closed your heart and you locked me out
Ooh, took a beautiful love and I turned it out

Every time I hear them talking 'bout you
I wonder, did I play myself
And sabotage love?
Every time I think about me and you (know I ain't right)
I wonder, did I play myself (when I think about it)
And sabotage love?

Mirrors, tryin' not to break 'em all
Bad luck, seems like they're always falling
Feelings, now I've gotta bury 'em
And I don't know how
Memories of us in picture frames
Set a fire to 'em just to feed the pain

How it got so ugly? (Ugly)
I was begging you to stay when you left our house
Said you never loved me (loved me)
Had me ducking all the venom flying out your mouth
Ooh, closed your heart and you locked me out
Ooh, took a beautiful love and I turned it out

Every time I hear them talking 'bout you (know I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself (when I think about it)
And sabotage love?
Every time I think about me and you (know I ain't right)
I wonder, did I play myself (when I think about it)
And sabotage love?

Yeah, I'm often at it admittedly
Got a habit of getting in my own way
While I'm wishing that I could have it
The picket fences and pictures of family and foreign fabrics
I know it'd be in front of me if I could only grasp it
I want it and so did you one hundred
Was overdue, was runnin'
You got the clue, took warnings as feelings too
I wanna get over you, but I can only blame myself
Think it's time to put these feelings on the shelf for my health, yeah
I'm not the best at containin' all my discretions
And I'm not a saint, but damn it if I don't come with confessions
It's easy to block our blessings, mistakes are for learning lessons
I used this shit as a letter, apologies to my exes, yeah

Every time I hear them talking 'bout you (know I ain't right)
I wonder, did I play myself (when I think about it)
And sabotage love?
Every time I think about me and you (know I ain't right)
I wonder, did I play myself (when I think about it)
And sabotage love? (Sabotage)

Every time I hear them talking 'bout you (apologies to my exes)
I wonder, did I play myself? (Apologies to my exes)
I used this shit as a letter, apologies to my exes
Every time I think about me and you
I wonder, did I play myself?