Better Than Me

Long nights
Trying just to prove myself (who am I?)
Trying keep myself together with my state of mind
Trying make some progress, barely seeing the light coming from the outside
It's like walk in a single line
Same routine, every day, every night, every fucking time
Trying see what I wanna see
But too blurry to understand and too far to believe
My life has always been walked taking step by step
And tryin’ get motivated to not guilty myself
I already proved the days when you pass through hell
And now I know the things I really need to care well
And I don’t need anybody to tell me how to live
Or how to dress, how to speak, how to fucking think
I can’t believe that at this point you still don’t see the problems
When all your deep traumas came from abusive fathers

Sometimes I feel sad and alone
Sometime I feel better on my own
Sometimes I feel my though a little broken
Sometimes I knock the door but no one opens
And I don’t feel amazed with what they talk about
If I go outside, I fear there’s not a way around it
Sometimes I feel like there’s nothing I can do about it

I can’t take this anymore
I'm tired of being ignored
I'm fading away
I need something to say ‘cause
I'm searching an open door
I'm not same as before
But feels like I am falling trying to be better
Better than me

And I got a lot to say but a part of me just rathers to be in silence
‘Cause I don’t really think that they would get it
How it’s like to feel panic and be you own enemy
There a times we overflow the hate that we abominate to not kill ourselves
I'm not trying to be like nobody
I'm working so hard to be better than myself yeah

Sometimes I feel sad and alone
Sometime I feel better on my own
Sometimes I feel my though a little broken
Sometimes I knock the door but no one opens
And I don’t feel amazed with what they talk about
If I go outside, I fear there’s not a way around it
Sometimes I feel like there’s nothing I can do about it
(Do about it)

I can’t take this anymore
I'm tired of being ignored
I'm fading away
I need something to say ‘cause
I'm searching an open door
I'm not same as before
But feels like I am falling trying to be better
Better than me

I can’t take this anymore
I'm tired of being ignored
But feels like I am falling trying to

I can’t take this anymore
I'm tired of being ignored
I'm fading away
I need something to say ‘cause
I'm searching an open door
I'm not same as before
But feels like I am falling trying to be better
Better than me

Better, better than me
Better, better than me