Never Understand

How you been doing without me?
It’s been a minute since we talked
You know these new girls got me high
But it’s weighin’ on my chest
I could feel it heavy
Got me spiralin’ around
I could drown girl, it’s deadly
Hard to talk when you the only that gets me
It really tests me, yeah, ooh

‘Cause ever since then, you know everything changed
Shit that you was doin’, really made me feel a way
Been tryna get closer, but you pushin’ me away
Smoke until the dawn, we just drownin’ out the pain
Words really stuck with me, I can’t understand
I don’t got your number, I don’t got you on the Gram
Way that we fell out, it made me scared to love again
This was never in the plans, I will never understand

Why it gotta be like this
I was out here, I was tryna do the right thing, yeah
Yeah my brain really psychic
I knew it was trouble, but the pain, my heart like shit
Bad things, saw it coming from the first time
Blind to it, I can see it from a bird’s eye
Thought this better, but I know it's gettin’ worse out
Wanted it to work, know what they say 'bout the first time, yeah, yeah

‘Cause ever since then, you know everything changed
Shit that you was doin’, really made me feel a way
Been tryna get closer, but you pushin’ me away
Smoke until the dawn, we just drownin’ out the pain
Words really stuck with me, I can’t understand
I don’t got your number, I don’t got you on the Gram
Way that we fell out, it made me scared to love again
This was never in the plans, I will never understand

Now a hundred days
I been countin’ since I seen your face
Lotta memories that I just can’t erase
You know when you get that feelin’ that you hate, yeah
Deep up in my stomach, rollin’ through my veins
I be feelin’ nothin’, you don’t feel the same
I just need somethin’, pray for better days
Thoughts just keep comin’, please just stay away

‘Cause I can’t go another day just like this
Sick of thinkin’ about ya, I hate it, I wanna stop
Really can’t picture nobody else in your spot, yeah yeah

‘Cause ever since then, you know everything changed
Shit that you was doin’, really made me feel a way
Been tryna get closer, but you pushin’ me away
Smoke until the dawn, we just drownin’ out the pain
Words really stuck with me, I can’t understand
I don’t got your number, I don’t got you on the Gram
Way that we fell out, it made me scared to love again
This was never in the plans, I will never understand

Cause I can’t go another day just like this
Sick of thinkin’ about ya, I hate it, I wanna stop