Holes [letting Go]

it's a saturday night
the sun is hiding behind the equator
and i'm feeling fine but i just found another hole in my jeans

and i dont know the weather
or whether it is better
to let him walk me home

standing on my porch
i've been here too many times before
waiting for the words that never come

i wish someone would tell me how to make things right
instead of letting it get complicated one more time
and i know that he knows
that we were meant to be together
but its so hard, its so hard to let go

and i think i've lost my soul
left on a train just this morning
if you find it please let me know

and i think i've lost myself
he took me with him yesterday