Suicidal Thoughts

C                         Am
I'm not suicidal I don't wanna 
fucking die
     C                          Em
Just wanna be able to close my eyes 
and feel alright
          C                Am
But every day I feel like dying
       C                Em
Every day I feel like dying 
(dying...)


[Verse 1: Josh A]
C
Why do I even try?
          Am                       
Why do I even write lyrics about 
       C                        
how I'm living the life when I'm 
                    Em
battling pain and my demons at night
                     C
Trying to find a new outlet

The devil pounced in
            Am
I hear him howling, my vision 
clouded
       C
Man I tried to escape but there 
ain't no way
 Em
Try to be strong when I deal with 
the pain
 C                             Am 
(yuh) Put a bitch in the coffin, 
                          C
so my family has options
                           Em
Gonna work till' I'm dead

So that they get the best
C                              
Don't wanna set up a bad example 
         Am
cause' kids looking up
Can't leave them in shambles can't 
C
make them think clocking out is ok
   Em
So fuck suicide I'm here to stay


[Chorus: Josh A]
        C
Try to free my mind
        Am
I don't know what's right
         C                     Em
Wasting all my time, trying to find 
the light
        C
Try to free my mind
         Am
I don't know what's right
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         C                     Em
Wasting all my time, trying to find 
the light

(nah, nah)
C                               
I'll be out here running, I'll be 
   Am
running from myself now
C                           Em
Gunning demons down find my way out 
of this cell now
C                               
I'll be out here running, I'll be 
   Am
running from myself now
C                           Em
Gunning demons down find my way out 
of this cell now


[Hook: Jake Hill]
C                         Am
I'm not suicidal I don't wanna 
fucking die
     C                          Em
Just wanna be able to close my eyes 
and feel alright
          C                Am
But every day I feel like dying
       C                Em
Every day I feel like dying 
(dying...)


[Verse 2: Jake Hill]
C
One too many bad thoughts inside me
      Am
Got a hole in my heart put the past 
behind me
    C                              
I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed
               Em
 with life, my breath is ice
                     C
I guess I might just bottle it up 
some more just like always
 Am
Barely standing, crawling down the 
hallways
C                      Em
Sink into my bed, with death inside 
my head
            C
(Yeah) That note you found I didn't 
mean it
      Am
Just wish I had a better sense of 
meaning
     C
Never meant to let you down
                   Em
I've been down now racing thoughts 
had to drown them out

(Fuck)
      C                            
Never giving in I swear to god, no 
Am
matter how many times I pray to a 
god
   C                               
I don't believe in just to see if I
      Em
 will never wake up

But he called my bluff


[Chorus: Josh A]
        C
Try to free my mind
        Am
I don't know what's right
         C                     Em
Wasting all my time, trying to find 
the light
        C
Try to free my mind
         Am
I don't know what's right
         C                     Em
Wasting all my time, trying to find 
the light

(nah, nah)
C                               
I'll be out here running, I'll be 
   Am
running from myself now
C                           Em
Gunning demons down find my way out 
of this cell now
C                               
I'll be out here running, I'll be 
   Am
running from myself now
C                           Em
Gunning demons down find my way out 
of this cell now


[Hook: Jake Hill]
C                         Am
I'm not suicidal I don't wanna 
fucking die
     C                          Em
Just wanna be able to close my eyes 
and feel alright
          C                Am
But every day I feel like dying
       C                Em
Every day I feel like dying 
(dying...)
C                         Am
I'm not suicidal I don't wanna 
fucking die
     C                          Em
Just wanna be able to close my eyes 
and feel alright
          C                Am
But every day I feel like dying
       C                Em
Every day I feel like dying 
(dying...)